Saturday, August 21, 2010

typical

I want something I can't have, which I could've had before, but I didn't want it when I could have it. But now that he's seeing someone else: want.

I feel absurd, like a cliche. My timing is always terrible. I keep proving over and over that I can't trust my own judgment. I trust the wrong people, over and over. It's frustrating as hell.

4 comments:

auberginefleur said...

That happened to me just a couple of years ago. Extremely depressing, but now I think he would have been just another mistake. Surely, you are better off without him, since you didn't want him at the time. Trust your first instinct.

auberginefleur said...

That happened to me just a couple of years ago. Very depressing! I thought I totally f-ed my life, but now I think he would have been just another mistake. Surely you are better off without him, since you didn’t want him at the time. Trust your first instinct!

Jezebella said...

Well, he was my boy-toy, and then this girl just plopped herself on his sofa, kept coming back over and over even though he wasn't into her at first, and moved in on him, and now he's her boyfriend and not my boy-toy. I liked our arrangement exactly the way it was. Hmph. So I wanted him around, I just wasn't wanting a Capital-B Boyfriend, ya know? But I didn't want him wandering off the farm, either.

auberginefleur said...

You do have a much more adventurous and active night life than I. What I really need is more friends here, sometimes drinking buddies are just not enough. Everyone one around me is either ten years older or ten years younger. Yeesh!